"A DARK LIFE OF A GIRL"

BY AMMARA SALEEM 

She looked into a dark pit and found nothing but herself. Her life was revolving around unilluminated and indistinct moments. An awful incident had happened in her life, as she had just reached her pubescent. Her house was distressing with the grief of her parents' death. She could not find herself a complete and absolute human being. She remained unescorted and alone in her life with no charm and attractiveness. It was a panic scene to get the black and white concept of life in its beginning.

She tried to take herself out of the black curtains of her life by moving on to her home and accommodated in a new apartment. That apartment seemed précised and quite satisfying to stay over. The fact that she never got rid of was the thing of piteous solitary but her compacted determinations solidified mind made her quite search and find out the ways of happiness and pleasure. Her sorrowful journey polished and brightened her soul and personality so that she could face every rough and tough situation in her life.

 A new direction and motivated her spirit to grab the melancholy desolation effortlessly. Things got better if humans tended to capture the proceeding of the phenomenon. She spent sixteen years in severe poverty and penury. But she did not leave her education career behind and kept learning different skills to become a well-liked and admired figure in her book of life. She spent fourteen hours at her part-time job and survived blissfully in a time of thick and thin.

She even put the best of her splendid and remarkable efforts in studies and a 90%  scholarship which was made to save her money for further needs. One thing that flowed out from her soul was her self-improvement. She deliberately went on her life and got inspired by her spirit. She knew that her ways which were left behind gave her pity and furiousness. She reluctantly got praised often whenever she let her mind to think of the past brought her thoughts which made her entirely worn out and distracted.

Then she married a man of so many qualities and attributive nature. She could not even imagine that her troubling circulated life could turn into that mysterious direction that gave her consolation for peace and loving charm. Her husband gave her all affection and remarkable care. He was involved in her life so deliberately that her mind rapidly got healthier and healthier. They were spending their married life happily and cooperated in a very spectacular way. She was contented enough to God for his thankful blessing in the form of her husband.

But who knew that she had a very short span of happiness in her life, her husband fell into a head disease and after a long treatment he failed to continue the cycle of his life. He left her alone like she was before him. Again, she was like a bird who wanted to fly without her wings. She knew that ups and downs go hand in hand with life. She was saddened by the death of her husband. She lived for a few years after her husband's death and then she lost her life. But she still learned to live with the times. She knows that happiness and sorrow are with the world. She was living with the joys and sorrows of her past and that was her life. It seemed that she was born to live under the shade of black clouds.

After that, she decided to open a school for orphan kids and gave them proper education, and brought them all with praising manners and appreciated capabilities. She was no having a means of getting fame and popularity by opening a school for orphan kids. She had done that just to make herself busy with the love of poor souls. She worked hard for them to run this school. She gradually became peaceful and prosperous by having the close attachment of orphans in her school. She spent much of her time with them, played with them, ate with them, told many moral-based stories, and guided them in the right way.

Many of them liked her from the core of their hearts and respected her with full of bowed emotions and thoughts. Once a family visited her school regarding a survey of a school, they all got inspired and impressed with the cheering confidence of all orphan students. They found in them a great spirit to live with full of passion and enthusiasm. At first, she didn’t know that the family belonged to Canada, and they visited her school with a mysterious purpose. She treated them normally, answered their all quarries related to the education of students, and had an admiring time with her.

After few weeks, she read her name in the newspaper with a statement that “A supreme the charactered woman is running a school for orphan children with the purpose of spread humanity “She was nominated for an award and had been given huge money for making the sophisticated changes in her school, which brought a massive step to change the map of that place. She was not meant to get this popularity and publicity of her school.

But she claimed that her privilege was from the side of all orphan children who were given a blessing means of education and happiness through her. Later on, she got a reward in a hall which was being oriented with the voice of thousands of claps for a thing that she had just done without having any personal means. She had been motivated stupendously for giving her best for the rest of her life too. She had become a lesson for many helpless women, who found their lives colorless. The grieves which she found in her life turned out to be so precious and priceless, her strong belief to get a mesmerizing term of life became true and she felt that moment as fresh blood running out in her veins.